The only bit of sentimentality I'll allow myself is from Ernest Hemingway who said something very true; "But man is not made for defeat. A man can be destroyed but not defeated."

Bear in mind he also said, "Always do sober what you said you'd do drunk. That will teach you to keep your mouth shut." Never have truer words been spoken.

Tuesday 24 November 2015

Round 2 of the Merry-go-round

Hi everyone,

I managed to find myself in hospital again, the night before I was meant to start chemo.

My platelet count was 50, which is apparently not good, and after being discharged at 6 in the morning, we dragged ourselves to the Marsden for my appointment. They took my blood and I passed out for the first time ever, so the pholobotomist panicked and wheeled me to my appointment. It was an ignominious entrance. My arm is black and blue, as a low platelet count basically means your blood is too thin and you bleed and bruise easily.

All of this meant that the Doctors couldn't safely give me my chemo. This meant a holiday from the poison last week. By last Thursday it was in the 200's and now it is back to normal.

My reward was starting chemo yesterday.

Thankfully I am on a smaller dose, but missing a week means I will now be on chemo over Christmas which is good news for turkeys and other edible Chrismas animals.

I have decided to see as many of friends as possible so have been a real socialite. We have portable ramps so if I know you, be prepared for a home invasion sometime soon.

Taking steroids again has at least given me some motivation and studying and doing a bit of work here and there is keeping me busy.

Pub lunch with the homies

The Ladies of South London

30th Birthday with Cuz Ross
Darling Wife and Candy

Sam giving it some blue steel
Sam & Candy's kids, Isla and Faye, being cute



So all in all, despite the medical sh**storm, we are trying to make the most of it and get out and about.

The next thing we have planned apart from enless socialising, is going to watch Bill Bailey live, which should be fun. At least I know I can't be called up on to the stage as their are no ramps. Result.

Until next time, have a great Christmas and a Happy New Year.

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